Build on that. #descrbb { text-align:left;margin:-15px 0 0 0;padding:10px;font-size:85%; }. A sense of worthlessness which is perverted into an ego-serving pride. And I still couldnt care less about anything I can't stand the Minnies of the world, if everyone was like her we'd all just have one giant pity party all the time, and we would invest zero effort into making anything better because secretly we wouldn't want the party to end. Did take gabapentin but stopped because i was suicidal as you can see from my older post my pistol was looking pretty good. I don’t care if they never buy me flowers or Christmas gifts. I have two dogs who love me. MINNIE: Max, I’m resisting your pontification. GIVE GIVE, COME ON SQUEEZE OUT SOME MORE BLOOD! Also, Igloo2318, I think it's important for me to point out that the Enneagram type 2 is specifically addictive to Christians. I’ll call that person “Minnie.”. My family keep asking why I don't have a boyfriend, and are now convinced I'm a late bloomer or gay. Reading this has brought to mind that no matter how successful i am, the line between chaos and sanity is but a stones throw away. I don't have sex with my husband....both physical reasons and maybe emotional. I am in a crappy relationship that I have outgrown mostly, but I can't be alone yet, and do not have the skills to be with someone better yet. This 'Minnie' you've invented is a poor excuse for someone who doesn't care, by the way.
MINNIE: I have trouble just getting everything done every day to survive, let alone change the world. .therabh { font-size:100%!important;margin:-13px 0 0 0; } I just thought that God wanted us to help others. You said it. The person that helps me is one that understands what it is to feel hopeless, someone who's been there and has real advice and support.
If you need another hospitalization to give yourself a fresh start, there’s no shame in that. MINNIE: I don’t feel like smiling when my world is going to pot: my parents are getting old, my job is feeling empty, and my relationships aren’t much better. A loving relationship can be an oasis in uncertain times, but nurturing it requires attention, honesty, openness, vulnerability, and gratitude. By: it doesn’t matter…anyways someone else wrote this…and my comment to it is right after this. Get out of your room. MINNIE: With 7.7 billion people on the planet, you can’t begin to move the needle.
MINNIE: In the past, I have given and given and most people don’t give back.
Until I sit back and see everyone I helped doing great loving life and ignoring me. It's like when a person loses three times in a row when they think they had a chance. What happens when the inevitable shit hits the fan: I develop a bad back or I get some horrible disease that most of us die from? MAX: You do what you can. When they see you, that part of you that is giving and kind, they want to attack it. He might not spare us. Started talking to the Va mental health professionals when it got worse.
Copyright © 1995-2020 Psych Central. When I enter the picture, they throw the chess board and act like they won anyways. I also suggest to read up on Buddhist teachings and you may find some answers there.
You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. God doesn't want us to live in Utopia yet. I just need help from someone. It is not stupid any more than TRUTH is stupid - which it often seems to be, unfortunately. I really do. I don’t even know how to meet new people anymore. Get off the drug. It's literally my job (I'm a nurse).
Like so many, I would never end my life but certainly don't see purpose. Learn more. If you could narrow it down to a few clear questions, we will be happy to help you. Nicely put. SELFISH BRAT! If life was begging for its life on an autopsy table, pleading that I don't separate its life from its limbs I would still cut it off. By Jayj1870, November 17, 2010 in DEPRESSION CENTRAL. #therabb_contain { margin:10px 0 10px 0; padding:10px; border:3px solid #4C88C5;display:block;height:100%;min-height:150px;width:90%;position:relative; }
If she didn't care about anything, and she truely believed life had no meaning, then there would be nothing to worry about and she could live in the present without even trying.
I'm still having bad nightmares though, each day is a struggle and i'll admit I do feel alone even when amongst my family. I've been in each situation you describe. You ask some very important philosophical and religious questions which are very worthy topics, but lengthly at best. Oh I'm sorry. The New Way to Reverse Even Your Worst Mood, Why Orange Cats Are Special, According to Science. There is nothing I can do for these people.
Next time at least try and make the conversation seem like it's between two people instead of 2 conversations people had with themselves meshed together as one story. One believes that nearly anyone can have a meaningful life. You are just apathetic. It's hard enough for most people to go to another person regardless of their relation to said person. This is stupid. It’s as little as smiling at someone. God allows evil but we can compensate for the effects of the nly only teat like a human being was someone said it was 3 tho and I like it only not like getting hit or punch. It sounds like there are many people in your life, both personal and professional, who have tried to be supportive. I suffer from depression and know how Minnie feels. I've talked about it forever. While I don't think I would **** myself, I just don't care about whether I die tomorrow …
The person you most need help from right now is yourself. Feel like shouting “I don’t care” to certain things in life? Been on a few meds.
I take it because I can lucid dream memories that I enjoy. I really dont need that wise ass shit in my life. Then Max handled the issue extremely poorly. Do Liberals and Conservatives Even Speak the Same Language? But that's OK, the powerful people of the world decided a long time ago that people like Minnie and I need to exist, so they have someone to point at as a reminder to their family of how things could be.
MAX: I’m sorry. Anyone. All rights reserved. She cares about her health, her relationship with her husband, her daughter's attitude, her job, the meaning if her life, on and on. I know I should be trying to live my life to the fullest... but for some reason I just don't care and don't really want to. DAMN SELFISH BRAT! I don't see realistic hope for improving my life enough that it's worth the effort. But at some point, you come down and there you are – in exactly the same place you were when you “left.” I think you deserve better than temporary fantasies.
I don't know if thats wrong or what. The people I helped (as in showing them how to use technology...yes, and I mean people MUCH younger than me) all sail through life and got promoted while I got stuck and thrown on the garbage heap. The title of this is misleading. I just came to see if there is a reason or a way to care about anything. Even my smile is fake. YOU EXIST ONLY AS A STONE TO BE SQUEEZED I have been in IT for years now but more and more I am not qualified for what is left in the area, due to outsourcing. Get back on the bike called life and ride. That would make me happy, if only for a little while. Of course, you know that the best we can do is to try to make little fixes, one at a time so you don’t get overwhelmed. No one wants to feel like their life is tee total crap. ", I never ask to be born. If you are strong enough, you can go your whole life with people taking from you. I just feel useless and bored of all the stuff in my life.. Insignia's comment explains a lot of that. Would she tell him if she did? Paul often spoke of his misery but I think a lot of that had to do with having the responsibility of "how much he should suffer for Christ" Compared to most of the world, we do live in utopia and take it for granted. I pretty much don’t care to live anymore. MAX: You can’t give in the hopes of reciprocity. The last thing I need to listen to is some cheery a*hole like Max preaching how things could be better if I "smile" or"leave notes" or "brush lint from collars"! The content of this field is kept private and will not be shown publicly. It will be hard to make changes but you’ve already shown you’ve got what it takes to control self-destructive impulses and to keep commitments.
The comments on this page are half-assed because you don't talk about killing YOURSELF which is always first and foremost in my mind. The more people act selfishly the more I see them as animals. I just need help from someone. What Minnie needs is to watch a beloved Disney Movie and sing "Hakuna Matata". I don’t know what scared you so much but I do know that Dmx isn’t the answer even though it can make you feel better and even make daydreams feel very real. James 4:14 "What is your life? We should all try to care a little less so we can be happier.
Stumbled here looking for something that might give me some insight.